Well, how can you say you will, when you won’t
You tell me you do, baby, when you don’t?
Let me know, honey, how you feel
Tell the truth now is love real
Again I am running after an event, because RL keeps giving me unlovely moments. At the Vintage Fair I found so many amazing things and could only do 2 posts so far. But all the goodies were so nice, that I could not resist to do a 3rd one with some amazing designs done for that event. I am sure you will find all the cool things at the designers’ main stores (listed below) by now.
Ok I have to admit, initially I wanted to write something more about the items, but at the moment, there is so much in my head what even kills my sleep for quite some time now.
Maybe you know that feeling… You start to work on something, something that really develops to a passion over a couple of years and then out of the blue someone – that you brought to that project – becomes jealous and tries to ruin it with all what it takes? Just out of a power addiction and the fact that they want to show you they can take it away and destroy it, just because they want with no real reason.
I use to teach and work with kids for years besides my music “career”. I never had own children and I never will have, but I always felt I could help kids, who do not have such a nice start in the first years of their life. Over the past 6 or 7 years I had a very special project. I was allowed to work with the school I was teaching and giving music or instrumental lessons already, for a little more after the usual school times. Something kinda like homework done under supervision combined with special projects like a Musical a few years ago and recently we did a little theater for kids. It wasn’t only me – one of my best friends, nearly a sister I never had, started the whole thing with me. We grew over the years from a handful kids to over 70 – being a small school outside the city with a total of round about 110 pupils, that was quite a lot. Everything was fine and while we did grow, we had to find more staff. Since we already were a teacher and a social educator, it wasn’t mandatory to find more specialized staff and we had the freedom to look for people that we thought would fit into our vision for the project. If we would have known what one or two people only could do if the they are good intriguers… I swear I would have wished we would have kept it smaller, so that we would never would have needed those people. I never even would have came on thoughts about how mean and ugly people can be, just because they want more power or even prove they can ruin you or a project you run for nothing else than their personal satisfaction – AND what is the worst part for me, those who will suffer the most are the kids. Most of them signed up, because of our concept and because they developed some kind of connection to us. In the beginning I thought, that their bad games would be discovered, but as always before in my life, it seems at the moment as those will get away with it and win… again… sadly. I am not worried finding something else, but if you put your heart into something, it does hurt if someone rips out that part. I still have a tinly little piece of hope, that justice will be done, otherwise I will see where my journey goes to in September 2019 🙂 . Ok… enough for today, but it felt good to write all that down and off my chest. I promise next one will be less emotional and private 😉
Top: *By Swirly* – “Dixie Shirt” (Maitreya)
Pants: *By Swirly* – “Dixie Jeans” (Maitreya)
Shoes: Ghee Originals – “Alice T-bar Shoes” (Maitreya)
Glasses: :Z.S: – “Gemmed Retro Glasses”
Necklace: [ abrasive ] – “Romance Necklace”
Earrings: EMO-tions – “Cherry”
Bangle: *Ticky Tacky* – “Insomniac Bangles” (stire closed)
Bracelet: L&B – “Swear Holiday Corded Bracelet”
Rings: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Thunderstrike Rings” (Maitreya, Bento)
Hair & Makeup
Hair: TRUTH – “Sadie”
Makeup: Look at me – “Eyeliner Pack 1” (Omega Applier)
Lipstick: LIVIA – “Juniper Lipstick” (LeLutka Applier)
Body & Tattoos
Head: LeLutka – “Simone 3.3”
Body: Maitreya – “Lara 4.1”
Tattoo: Ivory & Rose – “Tender” (Omega Applier)
Nailpolish: Nailed It! – “Polka Dots Set” (Maitreya Applier)
Poses & Props
Backdrop: *~*HopScotch*~* – “Backdrop 50’s Diner”
Popcorn: [Noxturnal] – “Vintage Popcorn Machine- Classic”
Counter & Sweets: Bee Designs – “Retro Ice Cream Counter Blue” (little color modified to suit the rest of the set)
Model & Photographer