Your Instincts telling you to Run

TUNES

When you suffered it allAnd your spirit is breakingYou’re growing desperate from the fightRemember your loveAnd you always will beThis melody will always bringYou right back home

[- Linkin Park -]
Clothes

Outfit: .Evil Baby. – “Symbiote Bodysuit” (Reborn) – NEW @ The Dark Style Fair // October 2023

Accessories

Piercings & Tattoo (Forehead): BodyArts – “Signum” (LeL.EvoX BoM, unrigged mesh)
Earrings: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Earring Mads all linked” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Ear Lobes: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Inazuma Plug” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Piercing (Nose): Wicca’s Originals – “Jadeon Piercing” + “Tegan Piercing Set” (unrigged)
Piercing (Mouth): LittleFish – “EziliV2” (Lel. EvoX, Avalon)
Nails: [FORMANAILS] – “Boneta” (Reborn, Bento)
Collar: [CX] – “Achlys Posture Collar” (Reborn)

Hair & Makeup

Hair: no.match – “No_Diversity ( size 1 )
Scars 1: [Cubic Cherry] – “{Stitched} the tears” (LeL.EvoX BoM, Materials) – NEW @ FLF-o-Ween // October 2023
Scars 2: [Cubic Cherry] – “{Stitched}  the smile” (LeL.EvoX BoM, Materials) – NEW @ FLF-o-Ween // October 2023

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoX Avalon 3.1”
Face Tattoo: BodyArts – “Faceband Wicca” (LeL EvoX BoM, custom made – take a look at the “Vere Flores” or the “Fantasia Face Tattoo”)
Teeth: [CX] – “Strigoi’s Fangs – Silver Type.1 ( Size E / Wider )”
Body: eBODY – “REBORN v1.69.6”
Ear Tattoo: Hexed – “Strange Ears Tattoo” (LeL.EvoX BoM)
Head/Neck Tattoo: BodyArts – “Luna” (LeL EvoX BoM)
Eyes: REPULSE – “Psychotic Eyes” (LeL.EvoX Applier) – NEW @ The Dark Style Fair // October 2023

Poses, Props & Tools

Backdrop: Paparazzi – “BACKDROP – Magic Attic 4”
Pose: BodyArts – “Fantasia”
Animal: [Apika] – “The Messenger Crow”

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

But I am free!

“Who are you?
Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies?
Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them?
I have. I am fucking crazy.
But I am free.”
[- Lana Del Rey -]
Accessories

Earrings: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Earring Mads all linked” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Ear Lobes: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Inazuma Plug” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Piercings & Tattoo (Forehead): BodyArts – “Signum” (LeL.EvoX BoM, unrigged mesh)
Piercing (Nose): Wicca’s Originals – “Jadeon Piercing” + “Tegan Piercing Set” (unrigged)
Piercing (Mouth): LittleFish – “EziliV2” (Lel. EvoX, Avalon)
Collar: [CX] – “Sila Collar” (unrigged)
Hand Accessories: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Holy Rose” (Maitreya, Bento)
Nails: [FORMANAILS] – “Silvana” (Maitreya, Bento)
Backpiece: [CX] – “War Fan (Silver)”

Hair & Makeup

Hair: Exile – “Leena 1″
Eyeshadow: Knive Party – “Blades // Eyemakeup // 1” (LeL.EvoX BoM)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoX Vivian 3.1”
Face Tattoo: BodyArts – “Faceband Wicca” (LeL EvoX BoM, custom made – take a look at the “Vere Flores” or the “Fantasia Face Tattoo”)
Teeth: [CX] – “Strigoi’s Fangs – Silver Type.1 ( Size E / Wider )”
Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”
Tattoo Neck & Chin: BodyArts – “Ornamentum” (LeL.EvoX BoM)
Tattoo Arms: .:Vegas:. – “Tattoo ( Medium ) Lady Ganesha” (LeL.EvoX BoM)

Poses, Props & Tools

Backdrop: [CX] – “The Vault”
Pose: BodyArts – “Luna Pose 1″ (Bento, part of Luna Set)

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

Discovering the patterns of my soul and where it’s placed

TUNES
I am creation, both haunted and holy
Made in glory
Even the depths of the night cannot blind me
When You guide me
Creature only
[- Half Alive // Creature -]
Clothing

Corset & Garter: [CX] – “Firmly Bound Harness – Black” (Reborn)
Underwear: Ricielli – “Heather Lingerie” (Reborn)

Accessories

Nails & Blood: ::.Seduction.:: – “Interactive Nail Clavos” (unrigged)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: CRYPTID – “The Maw [fem]” – NEW @ Engine Room September 2023
Body: eBody – “Reborn v1.69.6” + MAZE.mods – “Soft Thighs mod (eBody Reborn)”
Hands: CRYPTID – “Talons” (Reborn) – NEW @ Engine Room September 2023
Legs: CRYPTID – “Striders” (Reborn) – NEW @ Engine Room September 2023
Tattoo: .:Vegas:. – “Tattoo ( LeL. EvoX ) ( Medium ) Lady Ganesha” (BoM)

Poses, Props & Tools

Pose: BodyArts – “Body Language Female 02”
Spikes: BodyArts – “Tenebrae intus me”
Backdrop:: [CX]  – “Crucem Inverso”

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

Sleep tight and let dreams of the tooth fairy’s gift fill the night…

Your smile is a little gappy. The tooth fairy is coming to leave you a little treat to make you happy.

I am back… again! *giggles*

After surviving that weird thing called “real life”, I felt it was time again to go back to Second Life and do some pictures again – I really missed that!

Some already contacted me worrying if I might have been gone – thank you for that that really made me smile and feel better instantly. Yes I am alive and slowly RL seems to calm down again more and more 🙂

When I came back and browsed Flickr, I wondered to still find all those tilted pictures. I know before I had my forced “offline time” they already were there, but I was hoping after that kind of a break they would be gone *chuckles*
When I asked someone back then they tried to convince me that I would be because of the Black Dragon viewer. For what ever reason (I didn’t really understand that and yes I tried Black Dragon too) I was told, that this is the only way to have a good picture/ratio/what ever, that you snap the picture like that. Ok I get that and maybe that is the only way you can do that there, but since most anyway use programs to post-work their pictures, why can you not tilt them the right direction there before you upload it anywhere?
Another person told me they do it, because of the way Flickr displays pictures and because of they would get more Flickr headers in groups… do we really make pictures only to achieve that?

I am not… I prefer my pictures the way people can see them without laying sidewards on the couch, or tilt their heads until their neck gets sore to look at them *snickers* – but what ever floats your boat, I just still try to understand why it is still be done, maybe someone can give me a reason I do understand 😉

Today I come to you with a lot of new releases of the actual round of Midnight Order. Sadly we could not make it this time with the store (damn RL), but the more I would love to show you the amazing designs you can get there.
In the past I wrote about each design and realized people look mostly the credits anyway, so if you want to know the specific items, below you will find them all with names and surals :p

I really enjoyed doing pictures again even if it felt a little bit like walking in high heels after along time… rock road kinda *laughs*, but I found may way back there and I am looking forward to have many more over the next weeks since I’m on holiday now \o/

Thank you so much for reading and supporting my work!

Clothing

Outfit: AsteroidBox – “Midna Corset” (Maitreya) – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023
Cape: toksik – “Sweet Time Cape (XS)” – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023
Sleeves: [Cubic Cherry] – “{Thai} sleeves” (Maitreya) – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023

Accessories

Crown & Halo: Nefekalum – “Sable’s Crown” – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023
Earrings: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Earring Mads all linked” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Ear Lobes: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Inazuma Plug” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Piercing (Nose): Wicca’s Originals – “Jadeon Piercing” + “Tegan Piercing Set” (unrigged)
Piercing (Mouth): LittleFish – “EziliV2” (Lel. EvoX, Avalon)
Glasses: [CX] – “Farseer Glasses”
Nails & Rings: .:. SHARD .:. – “Ophelia Revenge Claws” (Maitreya, Bento) – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023

Hair & Makeup

Hair: Exile – “Abby 1”
Eyeshadow: Nefekalum – “My Anubis 2022 – Eyeshadow 16” (BoM, Materials, LeL. EvoX)
Face Tattoo: BodyArts – “Faceband Wicca” (LeL EvoX BoM, custom made – take a look at the “Vere Flores” or the “Fantasia Face Tattoo”)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoX Avalon 3.1”
Teeth: [CX] – “Strigoi’s Fangs – Silver Type.1 ( Size E / Wider )”
Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”
Tattoo: +Nuuna+ – “KATI Black 90%” (BOM) – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023

Poses, Props & Tools

Pose: Foxcity – “All Nighter-6m” (Bento, modified)
Backdrop: Spires Society – “The Traitor’s Sanctum w/materials” – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023
Lamp (incl. hand/holding pose): [ContraptioN] – “Investigator’s Illuminator L hand” – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023
Teeth: [Apika] – “Tooth Fairy” – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

My Life My Rules!

TUNES

I’m so sick and tired of waiting for you
There is nothing left to do
You’ve been too proud, you’ve been a fool
God damn, you’re so overrated
Insane assaults
I sold my soul for a hole in the wall
We’re never ready, I had to quit it
We’re only burning away
[- Combichrist -]

Clothing

Top & Sleeves: AsteroidBox – “Alyssa Shirt” (Maitreya Petite)
Pants: AsteroidBox – “Nicole Pants” (Maitreya)

Accessories

Earrings: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Earring Mads all linked” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Ear Lobes: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Inazuma Plug” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Piercing (Nose): Wicca’s Originals – “Jadeon Piercing” + “Tegan Piercing Set” (unrigged)
Piercing (Mouth): LittleFish – “EziliV2” (Lel. EvoX, Avalon)
Glasses: [CX] – “Farseer Glasses”
Hands: NaaNaa’s – “Damien Hand Accessories” (Maitreya, Bento)
Rings: Meva – “Bento Rings” (Maitreya, Bento)
Nails: FORMANAILS – “Wela” (Maitreya, Bento)

Hair & Makeup

Hair: Exile – “Brooklyn 1”
Faceart: Rubedo – “natalie 03” (LeL. EvoX BoM)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoX Avalon 3.1”
Teeth: [CX] – “Strigoi’s Fangs – Silver Type.1 ( Size E / Wider )”
Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3” + “Add-On Petite V1.1”
Tattoo: .:Vegas:. – “Tattoo ( Dark ) Resilience” (BoM)

Poses, Props & Tools

Set:
DRD – “Wizards Classroom – Teacher Desk”
DRD – ” Wizards Classroom – Desk/Transfiguration”
DRD – “Wizards Classroom – Desk/Potions”
DRD – “Wizards Classroom – Decorative cage”
DRD – “Wizards Classroom – Desk/Charm scrolls”
DRD – “Wizards Classroom – Desk/History of magic
DRD – “Wizards Classroom – Bookcase
DRD – “Spiritualists Shoppe – Hanging Cages – Long Chain”
DRD –  “MS – Cauldron Stack – Stairs”
DRD – “mage’s den – wooden decorative beam”
DRD – “Spiritualists Shoppe – Caged Familiar – Bat”
DRD – ” MS – Spell Supply – Display Two”
Poses: selfmade
Wand: Fashiowl – Wand
Wand Case: Ghoul – Cedric Wand
Rat: Tribal Tuesday – “AttackingRat2”
Orb: :[P]:– “Malevi Orb [Simple-Left]”

Model, Photographer, Stylist

Wicca Merlin

Alone…

TUNES

And the night goes by so very slowOh I hope that it won’t end thoughAlone

Till now I always got by on my ownI never really cared until I met youAnd now it chills me to the bone

How do I get you alone

[- Heart -]

Clothing

Harness: [CX] – “Firmly Bound Harness – Black” (eBody Rebron, MAZE.mods)
Dress: Insomnia Angel – “Lisa cotton dress” (eBody)
Shoes: **UTOPIA Design** – “Nikita” (eBody Reborn)

Accessories

Earrings: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Earring Mads all linked” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Ear Lobes: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Inazuma Plug” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Piercing (Nose): Wicca’s Originals – “Jadeon Piercing” + “Tegan Piercing Set” (unrigged)
Piercing (Mouth): LittleFish – “EziliV2” (Lel. EvoX, Avalon)
Collar: [CX] – “Achlys Posture Collar” (eBody Reborn)
Upper Arms: MAZE – “Ribbons for Soft Arms” (eBody Reborn, Part of MAZE.mods)
Forearms: Insomnia Angel – “forearm corset piercing” (eBody Reborn)
Fingers: L’Emporio – “Dedalus” (eBody Reborn, Bento)
Fingernails: L’Emporio – “Short Claws” (eBody Reborn, Bento)

Hair & Makeup

Hair: Exile – “Carolyn”

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoX Avalon 3.1”
Teeth: [CX] – “Strigoi’s Fangs – Silver Type.1 ( Size E / Wider )”
Body: eBody – “REBORN v1.69.4”
Tattoo: .:Vegas:. – “Tattoo Tiriana ( Medium )” (LeL. EvoX BoM)

Poses, Props & Tools

Poses (incl. mug): Foxcity – “Heatwave”
Background: DRD – “MM3 – Mystery Mansion”

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

Relax…

Finally RL gives me some room to breathe and I can write another post today. The 2 weeks Easter Holidays are over way too fast.Ssometimes I question myself where the time has gone. It was like usual… if you have to work the weeks crawl in an awful slow way and if you have holidays they fly by so fast.

Today I come to you with an amazing new outfit and boots from AsteroidBox, cool hair made by no.match and amazing accessories by CerberusXing and L’Emporio – detailed information blow the second picture as always 😉

It miss really Saturday again already after 2 weeks of holidays and I feel, I could use at least one more if not even two *giggles* But it is what it is and so I will hurry to slide in a few more posts that got side tracked due Covid, Easter with family and taking care of my Mom. The goal was to do at least one post ever 2 days during my holidays, but life never goes as intended I guess.

When I did todays pictures, I wanted to do something green, matching that awesome backdrop from Paparazzi called “Cannabis Shop”. You can find it at the actual round of Equal10. Certainly it had to be something grunge and cool and what would fit better than one of the newest outfits from AsteroidBox.

I do not want to bore you all with all the details you can see anyway on the pictures… I LOVE the incredible texture work of AsteroidBox and CerberusXing and i never made a secret out of that either 😉

I hope you had a great Easter everyone!

Clothing

Outfit: AsteroidBox – “Rowan Bodysuit” (Maitreya Petite)
Shoes: AsteroidBox – “Nico Boots” (Maitreya)

Accessories

Earrings; L’Emporio – “::*Meccano*:: Piercings” (rigged for ^^Swallow^^ Gauged S Ears)
Glasses: [CX] – “Farseer Glasses – Silver”
Piercing 1 (Nose): SFU – “Astral Chains Nose Ring” (unrigged)
Piercing 2 (Nose): Wicca’s Originals – “Jadeon Piercing” + “Tegan Piercing Set” (unrigged)
Nails & Rings: [CX] – “Essential Dirty Claws” (Maitreya, Bento)

Hair & Makeup

Hair: no.match – “No_Drip”

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoX Avalon 3.1”
Teeth: [CX] – “Strigoi’s Fangs – Silver Type.1 ( Size E / Wider )”
Ears: ^^Swallow^^ – “Gauged S Ears (f)
Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3” + “Add-On Petite V1.1”
Tattoo 1: .:Vegas:. – “Tattoo ( Dark ) Existence” (BoM)
Tattoo 2: .:Vegas:. – “Tattoo Feeling ( Dark )”

Poses, Props & Tools

Backdrop: Paparazzi – “BACKDROP – Cannabis Shop” – NEW @ Equal10 // April 2022
Cigarette & Pack (incl holding pose): [CX] – “Cigs”

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

Broken Puppet Doll

TUNES

You can’t trust a cold blooded man
Girl, don’t believe in his lies
Can’t trust a cold blooded man
He’ll love you and leave you alive
There’s one thing you must understand
You can’t trust a cold blooded man

Can’t trust a cold blooded woman
Boy, don’t you lie in her bed
You can’t trust a cold blooded woman
She’ll love you and leave you for dead
There’s one thing you must understand
You can’t trust a cold blooded woman
[- Pretty Wreckless -]

Clothing

Outfit: ANTINATURAL[+] – “Carnival Freaks / Clowns Outfit / White” (Maitreya, Gacha, Common)

Stockings: Sweet Thing – “Elizabeth Stockings [Footed] 1” (BoM)

Accessories

Hat: ANTINATURAL[+] – “Carnival Freaks / Ringmaster Tophat / White” (Gacha, Common)

Piercing: [CX] – “Tyran’s Chain (Silver) L”

Rings & Nails: [CX] – “Essential Diry Claws” (Maitreya, Bento)

Hair & Makeup

Hair: no.match – “No_Vision”

Eyemakeup: CURELESS[+] – “Undereye Lines & Liner /Pale” (BoM)

Lipstick: YS&YS – “My Immortal Lips 10” (BoM)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Skin: YS&YS – “My Immortal NO Brows” (BoM)

Head: LeLUTKA – “Classic Erin 3.1” – NEW UPDATE @ Mainstore

Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”

Tattoo: CURELESS[+]  – “Divine Delineation” (BoM)

Ears: [CX] – “Sceleratis Ears”

Face Scars: . The Rotting Lab . – “Waster – Scar – Pale” (BoM)

Poses, Props & Tools

Poses: Poseidon

Prop: Lagom – “Marionette [Cross Leather]”

Set:

ANTINATURAL[+] – “Carnival Freaks / Coulrophobia Gate” (Gacha, Common)

ANTINATURAL[+] – “Carnival Freaks / Popcorn Machine” (Gacha, Common)

ANTINATURAL[+] – “Carnival Freaks / Joyful Sign” (Gacha, Common)

Poseidon – “Psyko Circus – Zombie Tamed 1 Lootbox” (Gacha, Common)

Model & Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

“You want change with no sacrifice. You want peace with no struggle. The world doesn’t work like that.”

TUNES

“You want change with no sacrifice. You want peace with no struggle. The world doesn’t work like that.”

[- David, Allegiant, 2016 -]

Germany seems to be weird sometimes, especially our government. Now that we have our Covid numbers going down constantly, even with the new virus variations… they can’t wait until the numbers are as low as the experts ask for – no we have to break open schools and kindergartens as fast as we can. I mea i see the problems, do not get me wrong, but what does it help if we are back to sky high numbers in the next 3 weeks and then have to lock down everything again?!? Can we not just wait like 2 weeks more until the numbers are low enough before we plan things like that? Especially as it was clear, that the numbers dropped really fast when the schools finally were closed again? Would it not make sense to put some effort into the internet and into getting the needed hardware to the kids who are not having any still? The online platform for Bavarian schools (Mebis) looks and acts like they would have been made in the Stone Age some when and instead of working on it it feels like they counted on the fact that the summer will kill the virus and it is gone after that. They had oe year now to fix things and besides the fact they allowed Microsoft Teams, nothing really has changed – and that wasn’t the work of our government *facepalms* It seems more important to hold on exams and schedules instead of taking care of our kids and their health. We all know now, that the kids do not get symptoms but they can carry the virus around secretly and infect all their family. I just don’t understand all those rules and requirements anymore. WE can have the kids in school, shoulder on shoulder, but we cannot have theaters and cinemas open who definitely have way better hygiene management for infection control, than any school has – at our school we do not even have warm water for the kids to wash their hands as requested. But sure, lets open the schools again for 3 or 4 weeks to again close down the whole country as the new virus variations push the numbers up again – If they keep acting like that and with the not working vaccine concept (we simply do not have enough yet and some do not have a 100% protection – not to mention there is not even one yet for kids under 16 years, which is allowed officially) we will go back and forth until summer 2022 🙁

Anyways, lets take a look on todays pictures and designs 😉

Again I am in a cyberpunk mood – no wonder we just had the Mainframe event! I am super sorry for posting this so late but lately my RL is completely upside down. My mom got a new knee, and I still have to take care of her, cook, clean and walk her dog at least 2 times a day while I try to shuffle my work around as much as I can. Sometimes I am just dead in the evening when I am done with all my day work and I instantly fall asleep on the couch even if I made me some coffee to stay awake for some SL work.

But I still love making pictures and I try my best to not come too much behind with my blogging schedule 😉

Like I said sadly the Mainframe event is already over, but many of the releases I am wearing were made for that and now should have found their ways to the designers main stores I suppose.

Clothing

Bodyfront: – Fika –  – “Chassis Augmentation” (Maitreya)

Panty: Graves – “G179 Bottom” (BoM, part of the outfit)

Stocking: .:Avanti:. – “Ripped Nylons – v4” (BoM)

Shoes: L’Emporio&PL – “*Cryptor*” (Maitreya)

Accessories

Horns (incl. Tattoo): [CX] – “Mara Horns (Silver)”

Face Decor: Madame Noir – “Sable Fangs”

Collar: [CX] – “XenoCircuit – Blood” (Maitreya)

Fingers: L’Emporio&PL – “*Essentia” (Maitreya, BoM)

Nails: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Obsess Claws” (Maitreya, Bento)

Bracer (left): Clover – “Prey Blades (left)”

Tail: ::Static:: – “Polypod Mk2 Tail {Black} Animesh”

Hair & Makeup

Hair: no.match – “No_Creed” – NEW Jail Event // February 2021

Eyes: Madame Noir – “Arachnid HD Eyes” (LeLUTKA Evo. HD Applier) – NEW @ The Darkness Event // February 2021

Eye Art: Nefekalum Tattoos – “Hunger” (BoM, Materials enabled)

Eye Scar: CAZIMI – “Fallen 6 Eye Scratch Left – 80%” (BoM)

Scars: . The Rotting Lab . – “Waster – Scar – Pale” (BoM)

Lips: CAZIMI – “8 Lips – 80%” (BoM)

Head, Body & Tattoos

Head: LeLUTKA – “Erin 2.5”

Ears: [CX] – “Sceleratis Ears”

Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”

Skin: YS&YS – “Kaylee T01 NoBrows” (BoM)

Arm (right): GRIMA – “Cyber Tech Cyborg Arm R” (Maitreya)

Leg (left): Wicca’s Originals – “Atlas Legs” (Miatreya)

Tattoo 1: .:Vegas:. – “Tattoo ( Dark ) Flora” (BoM) – NEW @ Kinky // January 2021

Tattoo 2: TF: – “Mort :: Veins :: With Eyeshading” (BoM)

Tattoo 3: TF: – “Machinist (F) :: Without Sore – Light 50%” (BoM)

Veins: Izzie’s – “Body Veins & Cellulite 01 + freckles” (BoM)

Neck: Izzie’s Neck Freckles 01 (warm) 60%” (BoM)

Poses, Props & Tools

Poses: Poseidon

Backdrop:  [WASD] – “The Path”

Decor: Ex Machina – “Cyberpunk Street Stuff v1.1”

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

Numb

TUNES

I’m tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don’t know what you’re expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Can’t you see that you’re smothering me
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
‘Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I’m becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
(I’m tired of being what you want me to be)
I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
(I’m tired of being what you want me to be)
[- Limp Bizkit -]
Clothing

Blanket: :: MOMOCHUU :: – “Holiday Blanket [dark]” (Maitreya) – NEW @ The Warehouse Sale // December 2020

Top: [Salem] – “Lilith Corset” (Maitreya) – NEW @ The Warehouse Sale // December 2020

Panties:

Legs: [CX] – “Chiyou Legwraps Black” (Maitreya)  – NEW @ Mainstore

Accessories

Mask: kosmii – “Victory Gag” – NEW @ The Warehouse Sale // December 2020

Collar: ::Static:: – “Bound Collar { Female } Black”

Feet Claws: L’Emporio&PL – “Damned Claws – Flat Feet V2” (Maitreya)

Hair & Makeup

Hair: Dura – “B98-Hair-Fat Pack A:right (diamond face line)”

Eyeliner: CAZIMI – “Basic B Eyeliners Bonus Liners” (LeLUTKA Evo. HD Applier)

Lashes: ~Shiny Stuffs~ – “Lash Parade” (LeLUTKA Applier)

Faceart & Sclera Overlay: Nefekalum Tattoos – “Hunger” – NEW @ Mainstore

Face Scars: . The Rotting Lab . – “Waster – Scar – Pale” (BoM)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head & Piercings: LeLUTKA – “Erin 2.5”

Eyes: Madame Noir – “Vampyre Eyes” – NEW @ The Warehouse Sale // December 2020

Ears: [CX] – “Sceleratis Ears”

Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”

Tattoo 1: TF – “Machinist (F) :: Without Sore – Light 50%” (BoM)”

Tattoo 2: TF – “Mort :: Veins :: With Eyeshading” (BoM)

Poses, Props & Tools

Poses: Poseidon

Face Animation Tool: LeLutka – “Axis HUD Face 1.1”

Backdrop: ANTINATURAL[+] – “Hospital for Souls / Hydrotherapy room”

Rat 1: JIAN – “Rascal Rats 2. Black Companion” (Gacha, Common)

Rat 2: JIAN – “Rascal Rats 6. Black Wanderer” (Gacha, Common)

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin