But I am free!

“Who are you?
Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies?
Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them?
I have. I am fucking crazy.
But I am free.”
[- Lana Del Rey -]
Accessories

Earrings: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Earring Mads all linked” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Ear Lobes: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Inazuma Plug” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Piercings & Tattoo (Forehead): BodyArts – “Signum” (LeL.EvoX BoM, unrigged mesh)
Piercing (Nose): Wicca’s Originals – “Jadeon Piercing” + “Tegan Piercing Set” (unrigged)
Piercing (Mouth): LittleFish – “EziliV2” (Lel. EvoX, Avalon)
Collar: [CX] – “Sila Collar” (unrigged)
Hand Accessories: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Holy Rose” (Maitreya, Bento)
Nails: [FORMANAILS] – “Silvana” (Maitreya, Bento)
Backpiece: [CX] – “War Fan (Silver)”

Hair & Makeup

Hair: Exile – “Leena 1″
Eyeshadow: Knive Party – “Blades // Eyemakeup // 1” (LeL.EvoX BoM)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoX Vivian 3.1”
Face Tattoo: BodyArts – “Faceband Wicca” (LeL EvoX BoM, custom made – take a look at the “Vere Flores” or the “Fantasia Face Tattoo”)
Teeth: [CX] – “Strigoi’s Fangs – Silver Type.1 ( Size E / Wider )”
Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”
Tattoo Neck & Chin: BodyArts – “Ornamentum” (LeL.EvoX BoM)
Tattoo Arms: .:Vegas:. – “Tattoo ( Medium ) Lady Ganesha” (LeL.EvoX BoM)

Poses, Props & Tools

Backdrop: [CX] – “The Vault”
Pose: BodyArts – “Luna Pose 1″ (Bento, part of Luna Set)

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

Discovering the patterns of my soul and where it’s placed

TUNES
I am creation, both haunted and holy
Made in glory
Even the depths of the night cannot blind me
When You guide me
Creature only
[- Half Alive // Creature -]
Clothing

Corset & Garter: [CX] – “Firmly Bound Harness – Black” (Reborn)
Underwear: Ricielli – “Heather Lingerie” (Reborn)

Accessories

Nails & Blood: ::.Seduction.:: – “Interactive Nail Clavos” (unrigged)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: CRYPTID – “The Maw [fem]” – NEW @ Engine Room September 2023
Body: eBody – “Reborn v1.69.6” + MAZE.mods – “Soft Thighs mod (eBody Reborn)”
Hands: CRYPTID – “Talons” (Reborn) – NEW @ Engine Room September 2023
Legs: CRYPTID – “Striders” (Reborn) – NEW @ Engine Room September 2023
Tattoo: .:Vegas:. – “Tattoo ( LeL. EvoX ) ( Medium ) Lady Ganesha” (BoM)

Poses, Props & Tools

Pose: BodyArts – “Body Language Female 02”
Spikes: BodyArts – “Tenebrae intus me”
Backdrop:: [CX]  – “Crucem Inverso”

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

Lost…

TUNES

I’m lost in these memoriesLiving behind my own illusionLost all my dignityLiving inside my own confusion
But I’m tired, I will always be afraidOf the damage I’ve receivedBroken promises they madeAnd how blindly I believed
[- Linkin Park -]
Clothing

Outfit: AVEC TOI – “Jade” (Maitreya)

Accessories

Hairpins: [CX] – “Deyja Hairpins”
Horns: Nefekalum – “Conjure Horns”
Bindi (incl. eyemakeup): Wicca’s Originals + BodyArts – “Sarya Bindi”
Earrings: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Earring Mads all linked” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Ear Lobes: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Inazuma Plug” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Piercing (Nose): Wicca’s Originals – “Jadeon Piercing” + “Tegan Piercing Set” (unrigged)
Piercing (Mouth): LittleFish – “EziliV2” (Lel. EvoX, Avalon)
Necklace: [CON] – “Raven Dreams Necklace”
Nails: [FORMANAILS] – “Steampunk” (Bento)

Hair & Makeup

Face Tattoo: BodyArts – “Faceband Wicca” (LeL EvoX BoM, custom made – take a look at the “Vere Flores” or the “Fantasia Face Tattoo”)
Hair: Vanity Hair – “58”

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoX Avalon 3.1”
Teeth: [CX] – “Strigoi’s Fangs – Silver Type.1 ( Size E / Wider )”
Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”
Tattoo: Nefekalum – “Conjure Scars” (BoM, Materials)

Poses, Props & Tools

Backdrop: Paparazzi – “BACKDROP – Grand Hall 2” – NEW @ Equal10 // September 2023
Door: [CX] x Insomnia Angel – “deadly end” door”
Pose: selfmade
Lamp (incl. hand/holding pose): [ContraptioN] – “Investigator’s Illuminator L hand”

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

Dare to take my Leash?

Do you dare to take my Leash?

And again I am coming to you with some amazing new designs, that you can get at Midnight Order. The event just passed it’s halftime – you have enough time to go there and see all the amazing creations!

I do have a lot of fun with all the dark and fantasy items there and as you can see you can make a full look just with items from the event! There are all kind of different ideas for apparel, hair, shoes, furniture, backdrop and so much more.

Credits, SURLs and the taxi to the event you can find as always below the last picture of the post 😉

Happy Shopping!

Clothing

Outfit: Avec Toi – “Perse” (Maitreya) – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023
Bra: Avec Toi – “Bound OpenCup Bra OPAQUE” (Maitreya)
Pasties: Salem – “Lilith Pasties” (Maitreya)
Boots: – wraith – – “Demon Boots” (Maitreya) – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023
Stockings: Avanti – “Ripped Nylons – v2” (BoM)

Accessories

Wings: ~MR~ – “Fallen Evil” – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023
Bindi (incl. Tattoo): Wicca’s Originals & Body Art – “Sarya Bindi & Forehead Tattoo” (unrigged mesh, LeL. EvoX BoM)
Earrings: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Earring Mads all linked” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Ear Lobes: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Inazuma Plug” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Piercing (Nose): Wicca’s Originals – “Jadeon Piercing” + “Tegan Piercing Set” (unrigged)
Piercing (Mouth): LittleFish – “EziliV2” (Lel. EvoX, Avalon)
Mouth Piece: Eliavah – “Sever Muzzle” (unrigged, resizer) – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023
Collar (incl. leash and handpose): [KRR] – “Sacrilegeous Collar” – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023
Nails & Rings: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Tyra Claw Set” (Maitreya, Bento)
Upper Legbands: [CX] – “Chimera’s Delight Garter Black” (Maitreya, Gacha, Common)
Bracers: [CX] – “Lance Bracers Femme – Black” (Maitreya)
Hand Accessory: NaaNaa’s – “Damien Hands” (Maitreya)

Hair & Makeup

Hair & Horns: Usagi Society – “Albedo Hair” – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023
Eyeshadow: Nefekalum – “Relic Makeup (Base Layer)” (LeL EvoX BoM)
Face Tattoo: BodyArts – “Faceband Wicca” (LeL EvoX BoM, custom made – take a look at the “Vere Flores” or the “Fantasia Face Tattoo”)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoX Avalon 3.1”
Teeth: [CX] – “Strigoi’s Fangs – Silver Type.1 ( Size E / Wider )”
Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”
Tattoo: +Nuuna+ – “Aili Black 90%” (BOM) – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023

Poses, Props & Tools

Pose: Diversion – “Disorientated – 3m”
Backdrop: SEMPITERNAL – “[The Forbidden Room]”
Tea Set: /Raven-Array\ – “Corvus Tea Set” – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023
Animal (incl. holding pose): {Aii&Ego} – “+ Mothcat Pet vA-carry (animesh)” – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023
Clutch: cinphul – “3yn ii [clutch]”
Candles: !R!&:P:– “Orryn Candelabra [No-Anim] [PETR]”
Table: DRD – “Countess Corner – Table”
Chest: DRD – “Series 01 – Chest – Dark”

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

Sleep tight and let dreams of the tooth fairy’s gift fill the night…

Your smile is a little gappy. The tooth fairy is coming to leave you a little treat to make you happy.

I am back… again! *giggles*

After surviving that weird thing called “real life”, I felt it was time again to go back to Second Life and do some pictures again – I really missed that!

Some already contacted me worrying if I might have been gone – thank you for that that really made me smile and feel better instantly. Yes I am alive and slowly RL seems to calm down again more and more 🙂

When I came back and browsed Flickr, I wondered to still find all those tilted pictures. I know before I had my forced “offline time” they already were there, but I was hoping after that kind of a break they would be gone *chuckles*
When I asked someone back then they tried to convince me that I would be because of the Black Dragon viewer. For what ever reason (I didn’t really understand that and yes I tried Black Dragon too) I was told, that this is the only way to have a good picture/ratio/what ever, that you snap the picture like that. Ok I get that and maybe that is the only way you can do that there, but since most anyway use programs to post-work their pictures, why can you not tilt them the right direction there before you upload it anywhere?
Another person told me they do it, because of the way Flickr displays pictures and because of they would get more Flickr headers in groups… do we really make pictures only to achieve that?

I am not… I prefer my pictures the way people can see them without laying sidewards on the couch, or tilt their heads until their neck gets sore to look at them *snickers* – but what ever floats your boat, I just still try to understand why it is still be done, maybe someone can give me a reason I do understand 😉

Today I come to you with a lot of new releases of the actual round of Midnight Order. Sadly we could not make it this time with the store (damn RL), but the more I would love to show you the amazing designs you can get there.
In the past I wrote about each design and realized people look mostly the credits anyway, so if you want to know the specific items, below you will find them all with names and surals :p

I really enjoyed doing pictures again even if it felt a little bit like walking in high heels after along time… rock road kinda *laughs*, but I found may way back there and I am looking forward to have many more over the next weeks since I’m on holiday now \o/

Thank you so much for reading and supporting my work!

Clothing

Outfit: AsteroidBox – “Midna Corset” (Maitreya) – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023
Cape: toksik – “Sweet Time Cape (XS)” – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023
Sleeves: [Cubic Cherry] – “{Thai} sleeves” (Maitreya) – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023

Accessories

Crown & Halo: Nefekalum – “Sable’s Crown” – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023
Earrings: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Earring Mads all linked” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Ear Lobes: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Inazuma Plug” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Piercing (Nose): Wicca’s Originals – “Jadeon Piercing” + “Tegan Piercing Set” (unrigged)
Piercing (Mouth): LittleFish – “EziliV2” (Lel. EvoX, Avalon)
Glasses: [CX] – “Farseer Glasses”
Nails & Rings: .:. SHARD .:. – “Ophelia Revenge Claws” (Maitreya, Bento) – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023

Hair & Makeup

Hair: Exile – “Abby 1”
Eyeshadow: Nefekalum – “My Anubis 2022 – Eyeshadow 16” (BoM, Materials, LeL. EvoX)
Face Tattoo: BodyArts – “Faceband Wicca” (LeL EvoX BoM, custom made – take a look at the “Vere Flores” or the “Fantasia Face Tattoo”)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoX Avalon 3.1”
Teeth: [CX] – “Strigoi’s Fangs – Silver Type.1 ( Size E / Wider )”
Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”
Tattoo: +Nuuna+ – “KATI Black 90%” (BOM) – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023

Poses, Props & Tools

Pose: Foxcity – “All Nighter-6m” (Bento, modified)
Backdrop: Spires Society – “The Traitor’s Sanctum w/materials” – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023
Lamp (incl. hand/holding pose): [ContraptioN] – “Investigator’s Illuminator L hand” – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023
Teeth: [Apika] – “Tooth Fairy” – NEW @ Midnight Order // August 2023

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

Krampus 2022

Originally made for Christmas 2022 for the Attention Magazine, this is my dark vision of Christmas. In south Germany we have the tradition of the Krampus.

Krampus, in central European popular legend, a half-goat, half-demon monster that punishes misbehaving children at Christmastime.

He is the devilish companion of St. Nicholas. Krampus is believed to have originated in Germany, and his name derives from the German word Krampen, which means “claw.”

Krampus was thought to have been part of pagan rituals for the winter solstice. According to legend, he is the son of Hel, the Norse god of the underworld. With the spread of Christianity, Krampus became associated with Christmas—despite efforts by the Catholic church to ban him. The creature and St. Nicholas are said to arrive on the evening of December 5 (Krampusnacht; “Krampus Night”). While St. Nicholas rewards nice children by leaving presents, Krampus beats those who are naughty with branches and sticks. In some cases, he is said to eat them or take them to hell. On December 6, St. Nicholas Day, children awaken to find their gifts or nurse their injuries.

Clothing

Jacket: !gO! – “Wild Fur Coat XS”

Accessories

Hat: S&P – “Santa Baby Hat”
Shoulders: [NC] – “AmazonQ – Arm Spikes” (Gacha, Ultrarare)
Rings: L’Emporio – “*Under Pressure*” (Maitreya, Bento)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: BeSpoke – “Monster of Famine”
Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”
Hands: {aii & ego} – “Demonic Touch” (Maitreya, Bento)

Poses, Props & Tools

Pose: selfmade

Backdrop: DRD – “Last Christmas Shop”
Globe: 22769 – “Snowglobe Santa” (Gacha, Rare)

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

I want more…

TUNES

Some people get by with a little understandingSome people get by with a whole lot moreI don’t know, why you gotta be so undemandingOne thing I know, I want more, I want more

[- The Sisters of Mercy -]
Clothing

Outfit: [CX] – “Blazing Vixen (Monotone)” (Maitreya)
Shoes: L’Emporio – “:::Ravage:::” (Maitreya)

Accessories

Horns: [CX] – “Diablos Aries Horns”
Earrings 2: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Earring Mads all linked” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Piercing (Nose): Wicca’s Originals – “Jadeon Piercing” + “Tegan Piercing Set” (unrigged)
Piercing (Mouth): LittleFish – “EziliV2” (Lel. EvoX, Avalon
Glasses: [CX] – “Farseer Glasses – Silver”
Rings:  L’Emporio – “::Dedalus” (Maitreya, Bento)
Ellbows: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Nyar ElbowPad” (Maitreya) – NEW @ Kinky // March 2023
Knees: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Sorsha Kneepad” (Maitreya)
Nails: [CX] – “Essential Dirty Claws” (Maitreya, Bento)

Hair & Makeup

Hair: Exile – “Brooklyn 1”
Face Tattoo: BodyArts – “Fantasia – Black” (LeL.EvoX BoM)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “Siwa 3.1”
Teeth: [CX] – “Strigoi’s Fangs – Silver Type.1 ( Size E / Wider )”
Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”
Tattoo: .:Vegas:. – “Tattoo ( Dark ) Peony vBlack” (BoM)

Poses, Props & Tools

Poses: L.A. BoS – “Down Poses”
Backdrop: .PALETO.Backdrop. – “EVIL NIGHT”
Cats: [Rezz Room] – “Bombay Cat Animesh (Holdable) v2.0.0”
Books 1: DRD – “TAH – Medical books” (Gacha)
Books 2: 22769 – “Stack of Books” (Gacha)
Books 3: 22769 – “Tied Books” (Gacha)
Books 4: 22769 – “Candle Books” (Gacha)

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

Belated Happy Halloween! – Or welcome to the dark season of the year *winks*

Slowly I start to believe Vivien more and more when she said 2022 is cursed and we just should skip the rest of it… After catching Covid the 3rd time I started to get better again when my the kids of my school gifted me some kind of weird flu – another week down. Now last weekend It felt like it would be over and agreed to have lunch with my mom. I said I will prepare everything and we will come down to eat, so she doesn’t have to get up all the stairs (we live in one house but 2 different apartments). So we prepared everything and already were on our way down. I still felt a little wonky so the second half of the stairs, my partner decided to take the potatoes and the meat off my hands which I was carrying in a pot. When he had everything, I thought I could get down a little faster and … DANG… I fell down the second half of the stairs. Right knee, left shoulder and left wrist did hurt like hell and parts of the hand already were dark red, a few days later dark blue. My  knee was the worst as I could not walk anymore kinda instantly – Another half week on the couch and not really able to sit or move.. bye bye Halloween *sighs*

So today is the first day I was able to get up again and limp on my own through the apartment to my computer and sit down to work a little bit.

So you will have to stick with some more creepy, spooky pictures for a while I guess, as I prepared quite a few for Halloween *giggles* – But then, most of you are anyway used to my dark side and the fact that the dark season for me doesn’t end with Halloween anyway :p

So belated Happy Halloween!

 

Clothing

Top: AsteroidBox – “Lexi Shirt” (Maitreya Petite)

Accessories

Earrings 1: ^^Swallow^^ – “Earrings E05” (LeL. EvoX Elf Ears)
Earrings 2: Badwolf – “Kundalini Earrings” (LeL. EvoX Elf Ears)
Piercing (Nose): Wicca’s Originals – “Jadeon Piercing” + “Tegan Piercing Set” (unrigged)
Piercing (Mouth): LittleFish – “EziliV2” (Lel. EvoX, Avalon)
Rings & Nails: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Infernal Claw” (Maitreya, Bento)

Hair & Makeup

Hair: Exile – “Lysa”
Faceart: Sacrificial – “Monster” (LeL. EvoX BoM)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoX Avalon 3.1”
Teeth: [CX] – “Strigoi’s Fangs – Silver Type.1 ( Size E / Wider )”
Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3” + “Add-On Petite V1.1”

Poses, Props & Tools

Backdrop: Paparazzi – “Gothic Gate”
Spider: -SECRETS- – “Aracnofobia – Stranger Pet” (Animesh)
Rat: JIAN – “Classic Rats Shoulder Companion”

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

Don’t fear the Reaper

Come on, baby (and she had no fear)And she ran to him (then they started to fly)They looked backward and said goodbye (she had become like they are)She had taken his hand (she had become like they are)Come on, baby (don’t fear the reaper)

[- Blue Öyster Cult -]
Clothing

Jacket: Hotdog – “Porcupine Jacket” (Maitreya/Slink)

Accessories

Earrings: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Earring Mads all linked” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Ear Lobes: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Inazuma Plug” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Piercing (Nose): Wicca’s Originals – “Jadeon Piercing” + “Tegan Piercing Set” (unrigged)
Piercing (Mouth): LittleFish – “EziliV2” (Lel. EvoX, Avalon)
Hat: L’Emporio – “Bullet Top Hat”
Rings: L’Emporio – “Under Pressure” (Maitreya, Bento)
Nails: [CX] – “Essential Dirty Claws” (Maitreya, Bento)

Hair & Makeup

Hair: Dura – “B98 A left”
Face Tattoo: +Nuuna+ – “Skeletal tattoo v2” (LeL. EvoX BoM)

Head, Body & Tattoos

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoX Avalon 3.1”
Teeth: [CX] – “Strigoi’s Fangs – Silver Type.1 ( Size E / Wider )”
Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3” + “Add-On Petite V1.1”

Poses, Props & Tools

Scenery: DRD – “Magick Shoppe”

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

Let’s have a walk… before the Sun rises *grins*

Clothing

Top: AsteroidBox – “Leona Tanktop” (Maitreya, Petite)

Accessories

Glasses: [CX] – “Farseer Glasses – Silver”
Earrings: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Earring Mads all linked” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Ear Lobes: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Inazuma Plug” (LeLUTKA EvoX female/human)
Piercing (Nose): Wicca’s Originals – “Jadeon Piercing” + “Tegan Piercing Set” (unrigged)
Piercing (Mouth) 1: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Succubus Vampire Fang Silver Girl” (LeL. EvoX)
Piercing (Mouth) 2: LittleFish – “EziliV2” (Lel. EvoX, Avalon)
Necklace: AsteroidBox – “Bailey Jewelry – Collar – Smaller Fit”
Gloves: L’Emporio – “Saggitarius” (Maitreya)
Nails: FORMANAILS – “Kalia” (Maitreya, Bento)

Hair & Makeup

Hair: Exile – “Ellie 1″ – NEW @ Collabor88 // August 2022

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoX Avalon 3.1”
Teeth: [CX] – “Strigoi’s Fangs – Silver Type.1 ( Size E / Wider )”
Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3” + “Add-On Petite V1.1”
Tattoo: .:Vegas:. – “Death Sentence ( Medium )” (BoM)

Poses, Props & Tools

Pose: BodyArts – “Goth and Proud”

Background: DRD – “The Cemetery”

Model, Stylist & Photogapher

Wicca Merlin