I’m tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don’t know what you’re expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Can’t you see that you’re smothering me
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
‘Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I’m becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
(I’m tired of being what you want me to be)
I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
(I’m tired of being what you want me to be)
[- Limp Bizkit -]
Clothing
Blanket: :: MOMOCHUU :: – “Holiday Blanket [dark]” (Maitreya) – NEW @ The Warehouse Sale // December 2020
Top: [Salem] – “Lilith Corset” (Maitreya) – NEW @ The Warehouse Sale // December 2020
Panties:
Legs: [CX] – “Chiyou Legwraps Black” (Maitreya) – NEW @ Mainstore
Accessories
Mask: kosmii – “Victory Gag” – NEW @ The Warehouse Sale // December 2020
Collar: ::Static:: – “Bound Collar { Female } Black”
Feet Claws: L’Emporio&PL – “Damned Claws – Flat Feet V2” (Maitreya)
Hair & Makeup
Hair: Dura – “B98-Hair-Fat Pack A:right (diamond face line)”
Eyeliner: CAZIMI – “Basic B Eyeliners Bonus Liners” (LeLUTKA Evo. HD Applier)
Lashes: ~Shiny Stuffs~ – “Lash Parade” (LeLUTKA Applier)
Faceart & Sclera Overlay: Nefekalum Tattoos – “Hunger” – NEW @ Mainstore
Face Scars: . The Rotting Lab . – “Waster – Scar – Pale” (BoM)
Head, Body & Tattoo
Head & Piercings: LeLUTKA – “Erin 2.5”
Eyes: Madame Noir – “Vampyre Eyes” – NEW @ The Warehouse Sale // December 2020
Ears: [CX] – “Sceleratis Ears”
Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”
Tattoo 1: TF – “Machinist (F) :: Without Sore – Light 50%” (BoM)”
Tattoo 2: TF – “Mort :: Veins :: With Eyeshading” (BoM)
Poses, Props & Tools
Poses: Poseidon
Face Animation Tool: LeLutka – “Axis HUD Face 1.1”
Backdrop: ANTINATURAL[+] – “Hospital for Souls / Hydrotherapy room”
Rat 1: JIAN – “Rascal Rats 2. Black Companion” (Gacha, Common)
Rat 2: JIAN – “Rascal Rats 6. Black Wanderer” (Gacha, Common)
Model, Stylist & Photographer
Wicca Merlin
