Play with me?

TUNES

Run away from all your boredom
Run away from all your whoredom and wave
Your worries, and cares, goodbye
All it takes is one decision
A lot of guts, a little vision to wave
Your worries, and cares goodbye
[- Placebo – ]

And there were sales again… and some new releases as well certainly!

When I got that super cute outfit from +Psycho Barbie+ – the “Mei” outfit – which comes in 3 parts (top, corset and sleeves), I immediately had a “Lolita” impression. Maybe it was the ruffles, or because it looked so cute, I have no idea. But I wanted to do a sweet look with some edges with it. Ok I have to admit, maybe “sweet” isn’t the right word, lets go with playful *giggles*

The awesome No_Cradle hairstyle from no.match, which you can find at the current round of eBENTO, just matched perfectly. It does have 2 different style options, for my post I just used the one with the hair behind the back. You have another option, where a huge wisp falls over the left side of your face, but that didn’t work too well with the cool chain veil from Six Feet Under 😉

I have to say I do enjoy my new “duty” to make pictures and blogs with the loot of my sale shopping and I will try to go on with them between the posts for my amazing sponsors – certainly you will find them featured as well in most of my looks anyway… credits as always down below 🙂

Speaking of sponsors… I better go back to my working corner as there are some super amazing new releases to showcase!

Clothing

Outfit: +Psycho Barbie+ – “Mei” (Maitreya)

Shoes: : CULT : – “Elysium” (Maitreya)

Accessories

Veil: SFU – “Mania Chain Veil”

Septum: -[TWC]- – “Thirst Septum -Silver-“

Necklace: ::GB:: – “Long Chain Collar Black / Silver” (Maitreya)

Hand Accessory: Pretty Mess – “Sorceress Set — Silver” (Maitreya)

Nails: RAWR! – “Moonchild Nails” (Maitreya, Bento)

Garter 1: [CX] – “Chimers’s Delight Garter – Black” (Maitreya, Gacha, Common)

Garter 2: .:Avanti:. – “Mina Garter” (Maitreya)

Hair & Makeup

Hair: no.match – “No_Cradle” – NEW @ eBENTO // May 2021

Face Art:  Nefekalum Tattoos – “Hunger #01” (Lel. EvoX BoM, Materials)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoX Avalon 3.0”

Ears: L’Emporio – “Athan”

Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”

Tattoo: .:Vegas:. – “Tattoo Dark Elevation” (BoM)

Poses, Props & Tools

Poses: Infiniti Poses – “Cuffs v2” + “Ground Sits” (Bento)

Backdrop: Foxcity – “Photo Booth – Dreamer (Magical Version)”

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

Surrender

TUNES

Shackled like an animal
Chained to my desires
Just another sacrifice
To love’s eternal fight

Tame me with your tenderness
And break my brittle heart
Easily and elegantly
Tear my world apart

[- Martin L. Gore -]

Bra: [CX] – “Chimera’s Delight Top – Red” (Maitreya, Gacha, Common)

Face Art:  Nefekalum Tattoos – “Hunger #01” (Lel. EvoX BoM, Materials)

Tattoo: Nefekalum Tattoos – “Aesir” (BoM, Materials)

Hands: [CX] x Insomnia Angel – “Deadly End Door” (edited/unlinked Hands)

Cables: [CX] – “Dystopian Junk – “Wires”

Models: Skye Nefekalum & Wicca Merlin

Photographer: Wicca Merlin

 

 

“Music was my first Love…”

A tribute to Victoria Frances – Created for E-Clipse Magazine April 2021 – https://issuu.com/eclipsemagazinesl/docs/eclipse_magazine_april_2021

TUNES

Music was my first love
And it’ll be my last
Music of the future
And music of the past.
To live without my music
Would be impossible to do
In this world of troubles
My music pulls me through

[- John Miles -]
Accessories

Headpiece: Moon Elixir – “Mushroom Thorn Crown” (Gacha, Common)

Horns: Storybook – “Curse – Aged”

Nails: [CX] – “Fallen Filth Claws” (Maitreya, Bento)

Hair & Makeup

Hair: no.match – “No_Waste”

Face Art:  Nefekalum Tattoos – “Hunger” (BoM, Materials enabled)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – Erin 2.5″

Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3” + “Lara Add-On “Petite” V1.1″

Tattoo: .:Vegas:. – “Tattoo ( Dark ) Secrets” (BoM)

Freckles & Veins: Izzie’s – “Body Veeins & Cellulite 01 + Freckles” + “Neck Freckles 01 (warm)” (BoM)

Dirt: Izzie’s – “Dirt light” (BoM)

Ears: .:BoD:. – “Sasha Crosses”

Poses, Props & Tools

Poses: Vivien De’Lancoure

Backdrop: JACKALOPE – “The Witching Hour Backdrop”

Harp: DRD – ” Victorian Musicroom- Harp”

Models & Stylists

Vivien De’Lancoure & Wicca Merlin

Photographer

Wicca Merlin

“Sometimes I’m feeling like an Alien…”

TUNES

Where did I come from? Where do I go?
I’m so far away from home
What am I going for? How can I know
What I’m fighting for?

[- Dennis Lloyd -]

“Sometimes I’m feeling like an Alien…” true words, which apply to my SL as well as to my RL!

It is amazing how SL and RL can be different sometimes and so alike on the other hand. I always was more of an outsider, as I never was able to walk with the mainstream… not SL and nor RL either. I always had my own thoughts and they never fit into a “normal” frame of view it seems. I always avoided the “either black or white” decisions and tried to find my own way through many moments and situations.

Maybe it is the little rebel inside of me that always questions, if there is only black and white and why I would have to decide. What if the truth is somewhere between black and white… what about all those shades of gray – there are so many!

Plus I always had a problem with the phrase “it is, what it is” or “because we always did it like that” – I mean if I did it myself and then come to the conclusion it is – fine! But what, if I do it and come to a different opinion? I would have missed that if I just went with what I was told. There were situations, which were not nice and maybe I should have skipped them by just believing what I was told, but on the other hand I would have not experienced other wonderful things either. I have no clue if I make any sense but I do prefer to make my own experiences and go my own ways even of they might need more time or be a little more gravelly.

So much for that and now lets take a closer look on todays pictures. I visited the CyberPunk Fair from Flair for Events again and found some more neat goodies 😉

I am a cyberpunk addicted, that isn’t a secret anymore and so events like the CyberPunk Fair are like heaven for me. As you can see in the credits below, I picked up quite some new designs there like for example that wonderful mask made by PSYCHO:Byts. The mask comes with a HUD that holds amazing possibilities for the front textures a well as for many different color options – definitely a must have for me! The cool bodysuit as well you will find at the event, made by AURORA. You can change the lights and textures via a HUD too and so it will match to all kind of styles and colors. What caught my attention was the cool neck/head tattoo from Tristan Flinders, which comes with the option of materials as well.

Certainly I had to pair all the new goodies with some of my all time favorites like the cool body tattoo from Nefekalum Tattoos, which as well comes with amazing materials and in many different colors.

And in the end I fell totally in love with that little “Alien Monkey” from Black Cat Creations. You will find that on the CyberPunk Fair, but as well at the main store. This little, awesome pet comes in different colors (HUD), if you decide for the fatpack and has a wonderful pose for each of them including a mirrored version – so 5 poses plus their mirrors… 10 in total!

I still have the feeling that wasn’t my last post for the CyberPunk Fair as I already spied “a few” more things that caught my attention *giggles*

Clothing

Outfit: AURORA – “Cyber Cybill Steel Bodysuit light” (Maitreya) – NEW @ CyberPunk Fair // May 2021

Shoes: .{PSYCHO:Byts}. – “Estries Boots” (Maitreya)

Accessories

Face Implants: .{PSYCHO:Byts}. – “CyberImplants – Upper”

Mask: .{PSYCHO:Byts}. – “KAY-1NFC3D – Mask” – NEW @ CyberPunk Fair // May 2021

Hair & Makeup

Hair (incl Hairbase): A&Y – “Dext Cyber Hair”

Eyeshadow: A! – “Cyber Eyeshadows I” (Lel. HD Applier) – NEW @ CyberPunk Fair // May 2021

Lipstick: -VORTEX- – “Lips 22.0” (Lel. HD Applier) – NEW @ CyberPunk Fair // May 2021

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoClassic Avalon 3.0”

Teeth: [CX] – “Strigoi’s Fangs – Silver Type.1 ( Size E / Wider )”

Ears: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Meraxes”

Torso: Kartel Originals – “Cyber Inside” (Maitreya) – NEW @ CyberPunk Fair // May 2021

Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”

Right Arm: Skellybones – “Cyberposh Arms” (Maitreya)

Left Hand: Wicca’s Originals – “Corsair Hands” (Maitreya, Bento)

Tattoo 1: Nefekalum Tattoos – “Dot Matrix #6” (BBoM, Materials)

Tattoo 2: TF: – “R3N3GAD3 ::Legacy // Slinik // Belleza No Mask” (BoM, Materials) – NEW @ CyberPunk Fair // May 2021

Poses, Props & Tools

Poses (incl. Animal): Black Cat Creations – “Alien Monkey Fatpack” (Bento)

Backdrop: .PALETO. – “Backdrop:.HIGH BASE” – NEW @ CyberPunk Fair // May 2021

Deco: mintae. – “Midwest – M-2417 Reactor Dark Metal 01” – NEW @ CyberPunk Fair // May 2021

Model, Stylist &Photographer

Wicca Merlin

“Don’t try to talk, she ain’t in the mood…”

TUNES

The one that you fear is so close
The woman tattooed with the rose
Claws that are sharp, she’ll tear you apart
Make you into food for the crows

Revenge is her aim, she’ll make you pay
She talks a mean game and she’ll blow you away

Get out of town as soon as you can
You don’t want to face the Queen of the Damned

[- Motörhead -]

Clothing

Dress: [LeiMotiv] – “Brynn Short Dress” (Maitreya)

Gloves: Skellybones – “Rae Gloves” (Maitreya, Bento)

Shoes: UTOPIA@Design – “Kora” (Maitreya)

Accessories

Headpiece & Horns: L’Emporio&PL – “::*Hella::*” -Maskface” (LeLUTKA EvoX, Bento) – NEW @ Pandora Fair // May 2021

Forehead Horns: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Magnus Horns”

Septum: -[TWC]- – “Thirst Septum -Silver-“

Face Chain: [CX] – “Tyrant’s Chain (Silver) R”

Collar: [CX] – “Hell’s Harbinger (Black Out+Silver)” (Maitreya)

Nails: FORMANAILS – “Eve” (Maitreya, Bento)

Hair & Makeup

Hair: DOUX – “Valentina Hairstyle [S]”

Face Art:  Nefekalum Tattoos – “Hunger” (EvoX BoM, Materials enabled)

Wound: Nefekalum Tattoos – “Promethean Tone 01 70% Mirror” (Lel. EvoX BoM, Materials) – NEW @ Mainstore

Face Tattoo & Feathers: – Tivoli Inc – “Raven Feathers Tattoo” (Lel. EvoX BoM)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoX Avalon 3.0”

Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”

Tattoo 1: .:Vegas:. – “Tattoo ( Dark ) Rising” (BoM) – NEW @ UBER // May 2021

Tattoo 2: .:Vegas:. – “Tattoo ( Dark ) Secrets” (BoM)

Poses, Props & Tools

Backdrop: [..::CuCa Designs::..] – “The Cult Backdrop”

Throne & Columns: [CX] – “Cerberus’ Throne Fatpack” – NEW @ Fantasy Faire // April 2021

Poses: Selfmade

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

“When you understand the Nature of a Thing, you know what it’s capable of.”

You can’t keep denying what you are, man. You think the humans will ever accept a half-breed like you? They can’t. They’re afraid of you. And they should be. You’re an animal, you’re a fuckin’ maniac!

Yay, Cyber/Punk by Flair for Events again opened its doors. It always feels like Christmas if a Cyberpunk themed event opens its gates with all the amazing goodies you can find there! Most likely it won’t be the only post about that awesome event, but I do have to start somewhere *giggles*

The cool pants and boots are a fabulous combo from AsteroidBox for this event. They come together in one pack and even for the single colors you have 16 colors/patterns to choose from. Each color already includes a huge HUD with many details to customize boots, knee pads, belts, leg strap, plus the neon details. For the fatpack you even can mix and match the styling of the leg sleeves individually and you can decide if you want to wear the pants, boots or hip circles all together or just parts of it. For today’s post i just skipped the neon circles at the hips, but I am sure they will come up in one of my next posts *winks* The “Nella Pants & Boots” are rigged for Maitreya Lara, Belleza Freya, Legacy Female.

Another awesome release are the huge but (yes I found out while I was shooting) gentle giants. They are part of an awesome posing set from Black Cats Creations, which you as well will find at the Cyber/Punk event. You can choose between 5 amazing detailed giants with poses for each of them and you even can recolor the monster if you go for the fatpack.

There are so many exciting releases and designs available at the Cyber/Punk event, you should bring time and a huge wallet to not miss out any of them *winks*

Maybe see you there?

Clothing

Top: [CX] – “Hells’s Gatekeeper Tank (Black)” (Maitreya)

Pants & Boots: AsteroidBox – “Nella Pants & Boots” (Maitreya) – NEW @ Cyber/Punk Fair // May 2021

Accessories

Jaw: AsteroidBox – “Metal Jaw” – NEW @ Mainstore

Glasses: :::SOLE::: – “SA – Glasses Tweaky (Black)”

Neck Collar: Hotdog – “Spine Collar” (Maitreya) – NEW @ Cyber/Punk Fair // May 2021

Arms: SEKA’s – “Glitch Arms” (Maitreya)

Cables: .Inkhole. – “USB Set – Black” (Maitreya)

Rings: L’Emporio – “::*Essentia*::” (Maitreya, Bento)

Nails: RAWR! – “Obsidian Nails” (Maitreya, Bento)

Wings: HILTED – “Cypher Wings”

Hair & Makeup

Hair: KMH – “Hair CP008 Rigged (XS)” – NEW @ Cyber/Punk Fair // May 2021

Eyeshadow: Rekt Royalty – “Enhance Evo/X” (Lel.EvoX/HD Applier) – NEW @ Cyber/Punk Fair // May 2021

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoClassic Avalon 3.0”

Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”

Chest/Neck Tattoo: [ContraptioN] – “GPK44 Prosthetic Neck” (BoM, Materials)

Body Tattoo: .:Vegas:. – “Tattoo Dark Fragmentation” (BoM)

Poses, Props & Tools

Poses & Props: Black Cats Creations – “The Guardian”- NEW @ Cyber/Punk Fair // May 2021

Backdrop: .WARETA. – “Light Speed Backdrop” – NEW @ Cyber/Punk Fair // May 2021

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

“Death by Rock and Roll”

 

TUNES

Janey had steel in her bones
But she burned away a blood into stone
But on my tombstone when I go
Just put “Death by Rock and Roll”

[- Pretty Reckless -]
Accessories

Horns: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Dracarys Horns”

Septum: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Inferno Septum”

Collar: (A)MAZE – “Kinky Collar (Iron)”

Nails & Rings: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Infernal Claws” (Maitreya, Bento)

Hair & Makeup

Hair: no.match – “No_Viking” – NEW @ JAIL Event // April 2021

Face Art: Nefekalum Tattoos – “Geode #02” (EvoX BoM, Materials) – NEW @ Fantasy Faire // April 2021

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “LeL- EvoX Avalon 3.0”

Teeth: [CX] – “Strigoi’s Fangs – Silver Type.1 (Size E / Wider)” (Bento)

Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”

Poses, Props & Tools

Backdrop: VARONIS x [CX] – “Post Mortem Backdrop” – NEW @ ACCESS // April 2021

Pose: Foxcity

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

There is more than one Demon here…

TUNES

You must have taken the wrong turn
You’ve ended up in hell
Hear me, temptress of the night,
There is more than one demon here
I see temples I yearn to defile,
‘Cause our horns hide divinity

And I think that the smell of your soft skin,
Is no less than the last legal drug
So here’s my seditious and bold whim:
Let’s drag the moon and make him watch
This grip will bloom into a bruise
These scars are your tattoos

[- Phedora -]

Clothing

Outfit: Human Glitch – “JNECWHII / Fullpack TopSkrt” – NEW @ The Warehouse Sale // April 2021

Panty: .The Rotting Lab. – “Requiem Thong” (Maitreya)

Shoes: Human Glitch – “JNECWHII / Fullpack Plato” – NEW @ The Warehouse Sale // April 2021

Accessories

Head Wings: \-VALKYR-/ – “Lilith Head Wings”

Horns: \-VALKYR-/ – “Oni Horns” – NEW @ The Warehouse Sale // April 2021

Bindi: Wicca’s Originals – “Lita Bindi” – NEW @ The Warehouse Sale // April 2021

Collar: [CX] – “XenoCircuit – Blood (M)” (Maitreya)

Piercings (Chest): Wicca’s Originals – “Iridas Piercing Set” – NEW @ Kinky // April 2021

Nails: L’Emporio – “*Scripta Manent*::-Classic-” (Maitreya, Bento)

Wings: CURELESS[+] – “Incubus&Succubus / Lilim Wings” (Gacha, Rare)

Hair & Makeup

Hair: no.match – “No_Silver” – NEW @ FaMESHed // May 2021

Face Art (incl Sclera Overlay): Nefekalum Tattoos – “Hunger” (BoM, Materials)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoClassic Avalon 3.0”

Ears: .:BoD:. – “Sasha Crosses”

Teeth: [CX] – “Strigoi’s Fangs – Silver Type.1 ( Size E /Wider)”

Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”

Skin: :[P]: – “Jarne FEM Skin [Basic]” (BoM)

Tattoo: Human Glitch – “NVWKY / Tattoo Red / Fullbody F” (BoM)

Poses, Props & Tools

Poses: Poseidon Poses

Scenery: cinphul – “azrexok [alien decor set]”

Animals: Clover – “ShadowBull”

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

 

Angel of Death

The Angel of Death
Will come from the sky
And claim up your soul
When the time comes to die
When the Angel of Death
Comes down after you
Can you smile and say
That you have been true

[- Hank Williams -]

I had a very rough few days, thinking about friendship and about the fact that you think you know people and then you get badly disappointed to find out… you were completely wrong by thinking you knew someone.

It is not the first time that I had to find out about the true colors of someone, who called me “friend” for a longer time. Every time when that happened, I told myself to not trust people anymore – especially not in a virtual environment, where it is even more easy to trick people about your identity and character.

For what ever reason, I go against my own guts again and again, when I meet new people. I always try to force myself to not trust them right away or maybe do not trust them at all even. But you know how that goes, if you are an emotional and true person, there will be a point after some time, where you feel something for someone and just can’t hold the protective wall, which you built around you, up any longer and again you fall for something you call friendship after a while. In good times, all will go fine and you think you got to know someone, even if he or she lives all across the world on the other half of the globe. And many times it really is like that, but you again and again will face the fact, that there is rotten tomatoes between all the good red ones. Usually they are well hidden and so it takes a while until they are seeing the sunlight. If they do it mostly hurts. In the past even more than today, as with getting older you experience that more often certainly, even if you never will get used to it.

If I think about closely, the situations where it turned out good, feel even stronger. I don’t want miss the friendship to a hand full of people I met in Second Life over the years – some of them I even call family by now and they most likely or better hopefully never would turn 180° on me. What if I would have gone with my “no trust” policy strictly? I never would have met those I truly care for and think about, even if I am not in Second Life. I would have missed those who I can trust and who trust me and all the wonderful times we shared together. So I guess I will be hurt again in the future, as I am not willing to give up on trusting people in general… I do not want to miss out on those, which possibly could become amazing wonderful friends over the time. Some probably would call me stupid for that, I would call it human I guess 😉

Clothing

Collar: [CX] – “Hell’s Harbinger (Black Out+Silver)” (Maitreya)

Top: [CX] – “Chimera’s Delight Top – Red” (Maitreya, Gacha, Common) – NEW @ Epiphany // April 2021

Panty: [CX] – “Chimera’s Delight Undie – Red” (Maitreya, Gacha, Common) – NEW @ Epiphany // April 2021

Skirt: [CX] – “Chimera’s Delight Skirt – Red” (Maitreya, Gacha, Common) – NEW @ Epiphany // April 2021

Garters: [CX] – “Chimera’s Delight Garters – Black” (Maitreya, Gacha, Common) – NEW @ Epiphany // April 2021

Ribbons, Pearls & Roses: ERSCH – “Monie Straps” (Maitreya) – NEW @ The Warehouse Sale // April 2021

Boots: AsteroidBox – “Canopus Boots” (Maitreya)

Accessories

Horns: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Magnus Horns”

Piercing: Badwolf – “Murdured by Love – Chain” – NEW @ The Warehouse Sale // April 2021

Pasties: duckie – “Tape Black” (Maitreya)

Cuffs: [ abrasive ] – “Discipline Vinyl Cuffs”

Nails & Rings: .:E.A.Studio:. – “Infernal Claws” (Maitreya, Bento)

Wings: {PSYCHO:Byts} – “Popobawa Wings 3 Female – Charred” (Bento)

Hair & Makeup

Hair: Truth – “Forever”

Face Art:  Nefekalum Tattoos – “Hunger” (EvoX BoM, Materials enabled)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoX Avalon 3.0”

Ears: LeLUTKA – “/ EARS / Avalon ELF (add) 3.0” (part of the Avalon 3.0 head)

Ear Piercings: .:E.A.Studio:. – “I<3 Techno Piercing Earrings LEL EVOX Elf linked” – NEW @ Kinky // April 2021

Tongue (incl. mouth pose): {PSYCHO:Byts} – “Grayas Tongue”

Tattoo: .:Vegas:. – “Tattoo ( Dark ) Providence” (BoM) – New @ Shiny Shabby // April 2021

Piercing: [CX] x Ichigo – “Yoni’s Passion” (Maitreya)

Poses, Props & Tools

Backdrop: VARONIS x [CX] – “Post Mortem Backdrop” – NEW @ ACCESS // April 2021

Poses: Foxcity

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin

Pleased to meet you…

TUNES

Pleased to meet you
Hope you guess my name
But what’s puzzling you
Is the nature of my game

[- The Rolling Stones -]
Accessories

Horns: [CX] – “Hundred Chain Horn (Black)”

Nails: Formanails – “Eve” (Maitreya, Bento)

Hair & Makeup

Hair: Exile – “Hayden”

Face Art:  Nefekalum Tattoos – “Hunger” (EvoX BoM, Materials enabled)

Head, Body & Tattoo

Head: LeLUTKA – “EvoX Avalon 3.0”

Eyes: Madame Noir – “Sarah Eyes” (LeLutka HD Applier)

Body: Maitreya – “Lara V5.3”

Tattoo: Nefekalum Tattoos – “Archer (Red)” – NEW @ Fantasy Faire // April 2021

Poses, Props & Tools

Pose: Poseidon

Model, Stylist & Photographer

Wicca Merlin